after everything happen I kept myself busy so that my heart pain will be lesser,
busy in ministry busy in my work...
people always think that I already get over it but..
deeply I know I just hide it at the bottom of my heart,
is not easy,
that one day, no matter how I have to face it again.
the pain is still there,
crying silently at the very bottom of my heart,
is a hard decision,
when I make that decision, tears dropping,
but I know I have to,
Now,
love changed to fear,
fear that..
Will I still have the courage to do it again?
Will I still able to?
trusting God with all my heart,
that he said to me "Nicholas let me take care of it."
I love you God,
Nicholas.
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