been a while:)

HI!! I'm back!:) hahaha

after so long! I will now try to be faithful to my blog.. hahaha!

after so long so much thing had changes..

good..

and even bad:)

Above all things else, guard your heart,

for it is the wellspring of life:)

10 years

10 years ago I'm young,

I know nothing,

doesn't know God,

childish,

crazy,

always angry,

insecure,

not patience,

playful,

play violin.

Now,

I know more,

controlled my anger,

more patience,

play not only violin,

accept and love people,

most importantly,

I serve God will all my heart like never before.

God you had always been my shepherd.

Care, love, discipline and protect me.

I believe that you will still continue to be:)

10 years from,

who knows? :)

maybe I really had 18 kids?

maybe I will be a professional violinist?:)

maybe I will own MPO!:)

is just maybe,

God I just want your will be done in earth as it is in heaven:) Love you.

Nicholas.

I know

been 5 month already,

after everything happen I kept myself busy so that my heart pain will be lesser,

busy in ministry busy in my work...

people always think that I already get over it but..

deeply I know I just hide it at the bottom of my heart,

is not easy,

that one day, no matter how I have to face it again.

the pain is still there,

crying silently at the very bottom of my heart,

is a hard decision,

when I make that decision, tears dropping,

but I know I have to,

Now,

love changed to fear,

fear that..

Will I still have the courage to do it again?

Will I still able to?

trusting God with all my heart,

that he said to me "Nicholas let me take care of it."

I love you God,

Nicholas.

My God.

asia conference had come to an end but friendship will keep going on:)

I've been so blessed by God.. the last service of Asia Conference, i sat in front third because of CHC singapore member. I'm sitting in front of the hall and eating my lunch suddenly come a cg from CHC singapore and we chat after that I wanted to go but they told me don't go for they had booked a seat for me inside the hall!!:) indeed God had changed life in the conference but what i'e learn is that i really have to keep my faith going no matter what..

I love you Lord with all my heart, soul and mind.

I will only serve you alone :)

SORRY!!

hi!! really it have been tons years i never update^^ today teach a group class and after that came home:) now a days been really busy.. but i have to learn to balance up:) how all of my friend will have a blessed day:) take care!!

Nicholas.

busy form

i'm trying my very best to keep myself occupy so that i won't think so much.. really feel bad... but i really pray alot.. i think this is what God want me to go through.. Lee Choo is correct... God had great plan for me... i just have to listen and obey.. i know it will be hard but i need to learn how to lean on him.. I love you God.. with all my heart and soul...

Nicholas.

5 thing that matter

9.00am i open my violin case and start my practice of the day.. i've been playing mozart concerto and a question pop out. Why is mozart music can sustain until today? i mean it had been century is it the melody or is a historical thing.. after that i went to Chen Moh and teach again. Sometimes i do feel tired of myself and being so discipline but deeply i know that someone is looking up at me.. if i step the wrong path the other will fall in too. responsible is very important in my life. There is four things that really matter to me 1. God 2. family 3. music 4. friend. I'm happy with my life now but i want to make it better, I have 16 member of violinist and friend in second violin in orchestra , I have a cell group that love God and I have a family that take care of me. Nothing is better then what i have now but life have to move on. I appreciate everything that God had given to me :)

Nicholas Cheng.