busy form

i'm trying my very best to keep myself occupy so that i won't think so much.. really feel bad... but i really pray alot.. i think this is what God want me to go through.. Lee Choo is correct... God had great plan for me... i just have to listen and obey.. i know it will be hard but i need to learn how to lean on him.. I love you God.. with all my heart and soul...

Nicholas.